After the listening to the bayaan of Haji AbdulAzeez Attari on 'Death' i made sincere tauba.But now as the time passes i think the sincerity has diluted.The shiver i felt after the bayaan, is no more.I can still hear the voice of weeping and crying people while bayaan was delivered,i too cried that day,but now no effect has remained.I'm once again into this world,the bad world.
i know I'll be dead one day,i fear from the punishment of Grave,day of judgment and the hell but i don't know what still propels me toward the world.
I'm an orthodox sunni i have read so many books on death,big one like Sharh Al-Sudoor,Tambeeh Ul-Gaafileen and other small booklets by my Guide Ameer-e-AhleSunnat.When i read the book i can feel the cold in my body but once the book is over i'm back to my senses.
when there is no use of reading while i'm reading them?,when i cant learn some thing why I'm wasting my time?Imam Gazali wrote in his book 'Ayyo Hal Walad' 'There is no use of collecting books and reading them,unless you gain knowledge and follow them' and 'On the day of judgment the fellow who had the knowledge but didnt follow it will be the one the most punished fellow'.
Same Imam Gazali wrote in his book 'Arbaeen Lil-Gazali' that 'if a fellow have knowledge and he donot act upon that and passes it to other,then it is good because though he is not able to gain benefit from his knowledge at least someone else has'
the contardiction has let me confused.Any how i should try to rectify my self at any cost.Hope ALLAH will bless me to be Good person soon.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Nigran-e-Kabina Vakeel-e-Attar Haji AbdulAzeez Attari
More than a month before it was planned that there will be JashneGuasulWara on Sunday,20 April'08 which will be presided by Haji AbdulAzeez Attari.All the arrangements were made,all the orders placed,all posters published and pasted on walls,but just 24 hrs before we get a call that younger brother of Haji AbdulAzeez died in Mumbai,hence it will be not possible for him to come to Bangalore.we all were shattered first by news and then his absence in function.If he will not come this would have been the second time we made all announcements and posters but chief guest didn't turn-up.Previously it was during the Urs of Hazrat Tawakkal Mastan Shah, Majestic when we called Sarparast-e-Dawat-e-Islami,Khalifa-e-MuftiAazamHind Hazrat Allama Maulana Mufti AbdulHaleem DamatBarakatahumQudsiya,but he could not come due to his ill health.I still remember how Shafai Ulema blasted me for this!!!!!
Since Haji AbdulAzeez bhai was not coming,Nadir Bhai called Sarfaraz Attari,who moved Shivajinagar by his voice during recent Meelad Celebrations.But Later Haji AbdulAzeez Sahab said that he is also coming.
When we heard this we were totally moved how come a person whose brother died just 24 hrs back would leave his home and come to us.But it is zeal to serve the religion that keeps every muballigh to do work irrespective of the external conditions.
Sarfaraz Attari reached the venue by 10pm and he started NaatKhwani,Later around 12 MN Haji Abdul Azeez Bhai reached the venue.He initially recited some slow Naat the he gave excellent speech on Death,he was already coming after funeral of his own brother and was sad this added more emoting to his speech.
He said the when death comes it do not see weather you're beautiful,weather you're just married,weather you just entered 20's.He said this world is so unexpected, there is marriage celebration in one house,everyone is happy,groom is dancing with his mother and sisters,party is in full swing.Some people are asked to get the tent done ,some are going to get the new suit,some people are buying flowers,water is warmed with scents for giving bath to Groom.And in another house there is person who died recently,people are rushing to get the Kafan cloth,some have warmed the water with berry leaves and called Gassal to give bath to dead body.In first house, suddenly the current go out.Everybody is worrying about the current,groom walks towards the electric meter he tries to join some wires here to there and suddenly current is back.Groom is stuck to wire and within seconds he is on floor,dead.Now joyful laughs have turned to painful crying.Marriage suit is replaced by white Kafan,warm water is used to wash his dead body,flowers are used to put on his funeral.And now Funeral from both the houses march towards the graveyard.Death do not see anyone,death do not see the situation,do not empathise,nothing it just comes.So before we are also inside Grave,under tons of soil do good deeds,make sincere tauba from past sins we have done,and make sincere intentions that from now onward we wont do any sin.
The bayan was excellently delivered,audience was totally moved there were sound of Islami brothers crying in pain,we all made sincere tauba that inshahALLAH from future we'll do good deeds and be away from sins.Dua was extremely painfull,as'aars of AmeereAhleSunnat 'Gunahon ki nahin jaati hai Aadat Ya RasoolALLAH' was recited.
The function ended around 2:30 am.Later Haji AbdulAzeez called all the muballigh of Bangalore and asked them to do madni work more strongly and to spread the peacefull message of DawateIslami.
Since Haji AbdulAzeez bhai was not coming,Nadir Bhai called Sarfaraz Attari,who moved Shivajinagar by his voice during recent Meelad Celebrations.But Later Haji AbdulAzeez Sahab said that he is also coming.
When we heard this we were totally moved how come a person whose brother died just 24 hrs back would leave his home and come to us.But it is zeal to serve the religion that keeps every muballigh to do work irrespective of the external conditions.
Sarfaraz Attari reached the venue by 10pm and he started NaatKhwani,Later around 12 MN Haji Abdul Azeez Bhai reached the venue.He initially recited some slow Naat the he gave excellent speech on Death,he was already coming after funeral of his own brother and was sad this added more emoting to his speech.
He said the when death comes it do not see weather you're beautiful,weather you're just married,weather you just entered 20's.He said this world is so unexpected, there is marriage celebration in one house,everyone is happy,groom is dancing with his mother and sisters,party is in full swing.Some people are asked to get the tent done ,some are going to get the new suit,some people are buying flowers,water is warmed with scents for giving bath to Groom.And in another house there is person who died recently,people are rushing to get the Kafan cloth,some have warmed the water with berry leaves and called Gassal to give bath to dead body.In first house, suddenly the current go out.Everybody is worrying about the current,groom walks towards the electric meter he tries to join some wires here to there and suddenly current is back.Groom is stuck to wire and within seconds he is on floor,dead.Now joyful laughs have turned to painful crying.Marriage suit is replaced by white Kafan,warm water is used to wash his dead body,flowers are used to put on his funeral.And now Funeral from both the houses march towards the graveyard.Death do not see anyone,death do not see the situation,do not empathise,nothing it just comes.So before we are also inside Grave,under tons of soil do good deeds,make sincere tauba from past sins we have done,and make sincere intentions that from now onward we wont do any sin.
The bayan was excellently delivered,audience was totally moved there were sound of Islami brothers crying in pain,we all made sincere tauba that inshahALLAH from future we'll do good deeds and be away from sins.Dua was extremely painfull,as'aars of AmeereAhleSunnat 'Gunahon ki nahin jaati hai Aadat Ya RasoolALLAH' was recited.
The function ended around 2:30 am.Later Haji AbdulAzeez called all the muballigh of Bangalore and asked them to do madni work more strongly and to spread the peacefull message of DawateIslami.
ALLAH karam aisa kare tujhpe jahaan mien
Ae Dawat-e-Islami teri dhoom machi ho!!!!!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Sher-e-Attar Haji Shabbir in Mysore.
Two days back i was at Mysore,to meet Sher-e-Attar Haji Shabbir Attari from Mumbai.
We were a group of 6 people,Rabbani,Khaleel,Dr.Nizamuddin,AbdulQadir,my brother Saquib and me.We were suppose to start from KSRCTC bus station,majestic after Zohar prayer,but because of rabbani waiting for AbdulQadir we started at 3:30pm from Bus Station.The travel to Mysore was just marvellous,the way was full of greenary,we passed the full time gossiping.We reached Srirangapattanam around 5:45pm,we wanted to see the Mazaar of Shaheed-e-AzamHind Hazrat Tipu Sultan AlaihRehmat,but could not do so because of time constrain.We reached Mysore around 6:30pm,we moved to Masjide Azam.There for the first time i saw Haji Shabbir,we kissed his hands,he blessed us.Then we prayed Magrib prayer behind him,after that we had dinner then moved to Ya Rab Mosque,Kalyangiri.Haji Shabbir came around 10:30 pm.He gave excellent speech on death,the speech ended around 1 am then we had dinner and we 5 moved to bus stop,arounf 2am we got into bus and reached bangalore back at 4:45am.
the experience was unforgettable.
We were a group of 6 people,Rabbani,Khaleel,Dr.Nizamuddin,AbdulQadir,my brother Saquib and me.We were suppose to start from KSRCTC bus station,majestic after Zohar prayer,but because of rabbani waiting for AbdulQadir we started at 3:30pm from Bus Station.The travel to Mysore was just marvellous,the way was full of greenary,we passed the full time gossiping.We reached Srirangapattanam around 5:45pm,we wanted to see the Mazaar of Shaheed-e-AzamHind Hazrat Tipu Sultan AlaihRehmat,but could not do so because of time constrain.We reached Mysore around 6:30pm,we moved to Masjide Azam.There for the first time i saw Haji Shabbir,we kissed his hands,he blessed us.Then we prayed Magrib prayer behind him,after that we had dinner then moved to Ya Rab Mosque,Kalyangiri.Haji Shabbir came around 10:30 pm.He gave excellent speech on death,the speech ended around 1 am then we had dinner and we 5 moved to bus stop,arounf 2am we got into bus and reached bangalore back at 4:45am.
the experience was unforgettable.
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